Thursday, April 23, 2009
Spring has Sprung
It has been a good year so far. It is brilliant to be able to say that, as last year was a very difficult one for me.
I have started a new job at Winston & Strawn, a lawfirm here in DC as a Trade Analyst, and although the hours will be long (as expected), I am feeling like my work matters and that I am being productive. As an added perk, my first work trip to China is coming in about a week and a half. As was the case when I was at the Department of Commerce, it is on the trips that you really begin to understand the cases you are looking at, and are able to connect with people from far away. It will be a learning experience for me, and I look forward to doing something challenging and new.
These days I feel like I am in a dream-like version of my own life, as the fun and love I am surrounded with just keeps coming. Between jobs, we went to Kaua'i for a week, and had a remarkable week of fun and laughter and excitement (some of it scary, some of it really cool). Between the hiking on the edge of a 2000' drop, seeing a White Tip Shark while snorkeling, and sitting in our hot tub on the deck sipping wine while the wind blew through the trees and the crash of waves sounded in the distance, it really could not have been a more wonderful week.
In the midst of so much sadness and loss and worry happening in the world, I almost feel guilty for being so happy, but have decided to revel in these good times. I could not have gotten through the last year without the support of friends, and I hope all of those experiencing hard times right now have even half as many wonderful people around them as I do.
I am just coming to the realization that this post sounds nothing like my usual self! I am finding the transition from being the real downer at the party to a happy person a strange one, so bear with me folks!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
2 Great Causes...
So here it goes.
As many of you know, in November, I rode in El Tour de Tucson, which was 109-miles in one day (9 hours to be exact). In doing so, thanks to the generosity of friends and family, I raised $4,000+ for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society in the process. I had such a rewarding experience with the whole process, that I'm doing it all over again, this time 100-miles in America's Most Beautiful Bike Ride, in Tahoe. I know many of you donated last year to the cause, but please consider helping out again, as in the current economy families struggling with cancer are in ever more need of the services supplied by LLS. Read all about my training and experiences and find out where to donate here. I couldn't have done the last ride without the support of my friends, and I hope you'll all be with me again!
But I'm also going local. As pretty much the whole country knows, DC has some of the worst schools in the country. It is a rare instance when schools close for snow or anything else because a large percentage of kids get their only square meals in their school cafeterias. But it's not just that...the schools are crumbling. So the organization formerly known as DC for Obama is getting together to be involved in Servathon 2009. Our task is going to be spending the day May 2, 2009 painting classrooms, building playgrounds, landscaping, and I'm participating. If you can spare a dollar or two, please visit my page here to help out!
If you can't help out in either of these causes, get involved locally...PLEASE! Volunteer your time, your energy, your hearts to helping out those in need!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
An Amazing Weekend...
Beginning on Friday night the crowds began arriving, and the city was in full swing by Saturday night. Many of us residents were worried about the revised bar closing time of 5:00 AM, but our worries were for nothing. There was such a positive atmosphere, there were no incidents, no fights, no nothing! That feeling lasted all weekend, culminating in the explosion of excitement and joy when Barack took the oath of office.
Here are some of my favorite moments (in chronological order):
- Standing opposite the Lincoln Memorial with 400,000 other people, listening to The Boss and U2, then laughing at the spectacle of Jack Black trying to be serious and reciting Lincoln
- Rocking out to Moby spinning at a local club from 12am - 2am, then rocking that much harder after the power came back on again at 2:45am
- Showing up at RFK Stadium as part of the Day of Service on MLK Day, and realizing that 10,000 other people listened to Barack's call to serve on Monday just at that location alone!
- Waking up at 8am and realizing that the Mall was already 3/4 full of people, so having to book down to try and get as close to a jumbotron as possible
- Standing in a sea of a little under 2 million people chatting, laughing, and talking while we waited for the ceremony to start
- The roar of joy when each of the following showed up: Al Gore, Teddy Kennedy, Hillary & Bill Clinton, Michele Obama, Sasha & Malia Obama, and loudest of all, Barack Obama
- The thunderous boos when each of the following showed up: Clarence Thomas, Dick Cheney (also accompanied by laughter though), and George W. Bush
- The fact that 2 million people stopped and became perfectly silent for 10 minutes while a quartet including Itzak Perlman and Yo Yo Ma played Classical Music (Air and Simple Gifts, arranged by John Williams in this case)
- Watching Barack Hussein Obama take the Oath of Office, and feeling the surge of joy and hearing the roar of the crowd.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Things to Do
The 100 Things to Do list…
Things in life I’ve done in underline
Things I’d like to do in red
I’ve added comments in parentheses
- Started your own blog (yep…which is why you’re reading this now!)
- Slept under the stars (in college…camping…etc…)
- Played in a band (I would never wish that on anyone – musical skills are nada)
- Visited Hawaii (favorite place on earth…especially Kauai!)
- Watched a meteor shower
- Given more than you can afford to charity (since I never feel like I have given enough I don’t know what will be more than I can afford, but I would like to someday get up the courage really sacrifice for something more important than my own comfort…)
- Been to Disneyland (tons of times…one of the benefits of growing up in Southern California and having an aunt who lived 15minutes away from the happiest place on earth…my favorite time was when I was “Queen of the Morning” in Fantasy land!)
- Climbed a mountain (well…sort of – see this post)
- Held a praying mantis
- Sang a solo (hah! – see also #3)
- Bungee jumped
- Visited Paris (ah…Paris…)
- Watched a lightning storm
- Taught yourself an art from scratch (I would love to REALLY learn photography…)
- Adopted a child
- Had food poisoning (I’ve been to China a lot…’nuf said)
- Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
- Grown your own vegetables (does a couple of peppers and some tomatoes count?)
- Seen the Mona Lisa in France (actually, I’ve been to the Louvre several times, but never thought fighting the hordes to see this one painting was worth it when there was so much incredible art everywhere around me…)
- Slept on an overnight train (Europe & China)
- Had a pillow fight
- Hitch hiked
- Taken a sick day when you’re not ill (hasn’t everyone?)
- Built a snow fort
- Held a lamb
- Gone skinny dipping (I think I have a vague memory of doing this in High School, but I’m not sure)
- Run a Marathon (and never will…though I did just ride 109 miles over 9 hours on my bike – I think that counts right?)
- Ridden in a gondola in Venice (oddly, though I was in Venice, I missed this…I’ll have to go back and try it)
- Seen a total eclipse
- Watched a sunrise or sunset (almost every day in High School…I’d drive down to the beach and do my homework and watch the sun set…not a bad way to live)
- Hit a home run
- Been on a cruise (and have no desire to…unless it’s one of those ultra-riche Caribbean sailing cruises, which I’ll never be able to afford anyway)
- Seen Niagara Falls in person
- Visited the birthplace of your ancestors (who wouldn’t want to go to the Czech Republic?)
- Seen an Amish community
- Taught yourself a new language (I guess immersion doesn’t count…but does pig latin?)
- Had enough money to be truly satisfied
- Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person (see also #16)
- Gone rock climbing (while I’ve done it in the safety of REI, I’d love to really get into this and climb out west…)
- Seen Michelangelo’s David
- Sung karaoke (I tortured friends with the caterwauling on March to the Reub night in 1998)
- Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt (who wouldn’t???)
- Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
- Visited Africa (Egypt fascinates me…)
- Walked on a beach by moonlight (one of my favorite things in the world to do – everything in the world that is bad in your life seems so much less important walking in the dim light with the ocean crashing next to you…)
- Been transported in an ambulance
- Had your portrait painted
- Gone deep sea fishing
- Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
- Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris (*sigh* only been half-way so I guess I’ll have to go back)
- Gone scuba diving or snorkeling (I’d like to do both someday, but for now I’ve only been snorkeling and adore it)
- Kissed in the rain
- Played in the mud
- Gone to a drive-in theater
- Been in a movie
- Visited the Great Wall of China
- Started a business with a partner
- Taken a martial arts class (Aikido…loved it while it lasted…)
- Visited Russia
- Served at a soup kitchen (see also #6)
- Sold Girl Scout Cookies
- Gone whale watching (one more benefit of living in San Diego as a child…field trip every year to watch the Humpback Wales migrate)
- Got flowers for no reason
- Donated blood, platelets or plasma
- Gone sky diving
- Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
- Bounced a check (though it really wasn’t my fault – the check was 3 years old from a bank account in a state I no longer lived in and had closed 2 years prior - they modified the date to make it not stale-dated and tried to cash it…I almost sued them when they reported me to a credit agency, but it wasn’t worth the hassle for only $25)
- Flown in a helicopter
- Saved a favorite childhood toy
- Visited the Lincoln Memorial
- Eaten Caviar
- Pieced a quilt
- Stood in Times Square
- Toured the Everglades
- Been fired from a job (would anyone actually say they wanted to do this??? Hmmm...)
- Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
- Broken a bone
- Been on a speeding motorcycle
- Seen the Grand Canyon in person
- Published a book
- Visited the Vatican
- Bought a brand new car
- Walked in Jerusalem
- Had your picture in the newspaper (this one’s beyond cool…I was standing on stage behind Obama the day after he clinched the nomination…and the picture on the front page of the Washington Post was one with me in it, standing right behind and between Obama and Tim Kaine…)
- Read the entire Bible (close though...even though I've never been to Church, I always found the Bible itself fascinating...)
- Visited the White House (but I may try now since I like the fellow that’s going to take over!)
- Killed and prepared an animal for eating
- Had chickenpox
- Saved someone’s life (I guess I never want to be in a position of someone needing my saving if you know what I mean…)
- Sat on a jury
- Met someone famous (former VP Mondale and Nicholas Kristof were the coolest ones…)
- Joined a book club
- Lost a loved one
- Had a baby (this one is a question still…so I’m not going to say I want to…YET…)
- Seen the Alamo in person
- Swam in the Great Salt Lake
- Been involved in a law suit
- Owned a cell phone
- Been stung by a bee
- Read an entire book in one day
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Things I Am Thankful For
- good wine
- the best friends ever
- a warm toasty home
- that I am not in Mumbai
- Pandora music on my iPhone
- fire (cause without it we wouldn't have great food...or coffee...or warm crackling fireplaces)
- coffee
- that I reconnected with long-lost family
- Doug
- that I have some skill in the kitchen
- beauty in all its forms
- ...
So on this Thanksgiving Day, let's take a moment to think about those who are hurting, hungry, or need us, and vow to help in the next year in any way we can....
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
It Never Rains But....
Well, as often happens in life, a new twist entered the mix. Turns out after all this time I'm going to be gainfully employed again. It's very exciting and terrifying at the same time. However, I'm excited about the new job (even if it is in DC). And it gives me an excuse to go shopping (though I guess I won't be able to sit in my robe until 11am anymore....).
New job for a new year....guess it's fitting!
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Yes We Did
Friday, October 17, 2008
Happenings....And Pictures
Yes...it was a year ago that I began this little blog. I started it in an effort to communicate with friends and family while I jumped off a bridge and flew off to China for 3 months. It then morphed into musings on life, the universe, and everything, but ended up a little boring as once I returned from China last December I didn't have much to say. Searching for work, searching for your goals in life, etc., etc., apparently doesn't lend itself to much communication with the outside world.
But I thought I could take this time to list a few things that I have learned over the last year:
- I am not as open-minded and able to adapt easily as I always imagined myself. My trip to China taught me where my boundaries are and where I need to let go and let life be life rather than trying to control it.
- Looking for a job sucks. I mean really sucks. While I have had some incredible validation from some amazing people that I "should" be able to find a job (and have come relatively close a couple of times), the reality is decidedly more humiliating and confidence-crushing. The only thing that has gotten me through is having wonderful friends that have done their damnedest to keep my spirits up...but it still sucks!
- Tangential to #2 is I've learned that I have the BEST FRIENDS EVER!!!
- I need to stop thinking so much about what is logical and expected, but start thinking about what will make me happy and make the world a better place.
- Control over one's life is completely impossible, despite my best efforts. Every day now I am having to learn all over again that I don't know what is going to happen, and if I try to make the future conform to my ideas of what it should be I will go insane.
- Doing something difficult and new for someone else is amazingly rewarding, and the payoff is seeing these numbers rise...
I'll leave you for now with some of my favorite photos from this last year:

Hopefully I'll find a new voice and you'll hear from me again soon.
Monday, September 8, 2008
What To Do Next?
At first, I did not think that much about what would be next, in that I decided to take the next logical step and look for a job in China using what I already knew and the skills I already had. That first leap, largely due to the current economic woes, while teasingly close to getting me what I wanted, fell apart at the last minute in April. What I had been working towards, however, lacked forethought and personal discovery of exactly what I wanted to do with my life, and what I wanted my life to mean.
Since April I have been spending a lot of time in self-discovery, as I find job postings that would have excited me a year ago merely ok. I've seen friends get married, attended a college reunion, and met a bunch of new friends. I have done some volunteer work for the Obama campaign, spent a lot of time exploring my creative side in the kitchen, and generally re-evaluating my life. The conclusion I have come to is that I am tired of the easy path I chose for myself. I want to do something meaningful, important, and most importantly help people.
As a first step, I decided to get off my tired rear end and DO something, which is why I signed up to help raise money for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society while training for a 109-mile bike ride. Fundraising is nothing I have ever done before, but I find it incredibly rewarding to see each individual donation appear here.
But still the larger question is how to take my past experiences and roll them into a longer-term life experience. In my time in China I have seen some horrible things, from labor conditions, to living quarters, to thick films on rivers and lakes, to toxic hazes over cities. My own experiences in Beijing left my lungs feeling like I had been a pack-a-day smoker my whole life. I have met some incredible people in my time in China, and I wonder why they should have to live in that kind of environment, and feel bad that I have not done more to help over the years.
The problem is, right now, I feel like I lack the knowledge to meaningfully contribute to helping businesses bring environmental technologies to China and work with the government to get them executed. So I am thinking of going back to school to merge my business and government experience with study of emerging environmental technologies. Who knows if this is the right decision, but at least I will be moving towards bringing a better life to the myriad people I have met over the years. But for now, I will be spending the next month studying for the GMAT (standardized tests...the bane of my existence), and deciding what schools would best serve the purpose I have chosen...
I would love to hear from friends and family about life-changing decisions you made, and how you knew what you were doing was the right decision.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Silly Cat
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Excuses....
Well, I haven't had much to say these days, as not much has been going on in my life. One would think, with a bunch of free time, tons of (surprisingly) good weather, and generally a world-is-my-oyster time period, a person of moderate creativity could find a way to make something interesting happen. I guess I'm just not one of those people. I've been reading, relaxing, and generally taking stock of my life. I have decided that I have no idea what I want my life to be, and have started setting out to figure out what I really want out of this strange world called life. I know I want to work, I know I want to contribute, and I know I want to use my (not small, if I do say so myself) skills dealing with China. But that's about where it ends.
So I have been silent as a ghost. I do believe, unless something momentous happens, that I may be silent for a bit to come as well - as I am not one for posting my innermost thoughts on the web for posterity to read. If you, dear reader, happen to stumble upon this post in your wanderings though the web, know that I am here delving into the strange world that is my dreams for the future...whatever those are. But for the moment, I may only say hello occasionally to my web-friends (whomever you may be)...
In the meantime, I will be blogging quite extensively here, as I train for a century bike ride (109 miles to be precise) with my other half, which will occur in Tuscon, AZ in November. I'll be raising money for a great cause, so stop by here if you would be so kind and help a cancer surviver.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Road Trip to a Great Wedding
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Kayaking in Connecticut, and Waterfalls in New York City
By Sunday we were all ready to get out and about, and had a great time renting sea kayaks in Rowayton, CT and paddling out to the Long Island Sound past the most ridiculously large houses you’ve ever seen. I don’t have any pictures of the kayaking adventure, because I didn’t bring my waterproof camera, but here’s a picture of Rowayton looking out towards the sound past all the adorable boats:
We got into New York City on Monday afternoon, had some great Indian food at Tiffin Wallah (how can you beat $6/person for a delicious, authentic, buffet?), then relaxed in our lovely hotel room with a view of downtown and the Brooklyn Bridge in the evening and caught up on our sleep.
Today I was on my own as Doug attended the conference. For the first time, I decided to do something really touristy (but not TOO touristy), and take a boat cruise to see the new installation art piece called Waterfalls. Funded by the Public Art Fund, it is a series of four artificial waterfalls created over the river, including one under the Brooklyn Bridge and one on Governor’s Island. I went early in the day to avoid the hordes, and it was well worth it, as I was one of only 10 people on a huge boat to see the falls. I am always intrigued by large-scale installation art, and found it to be really lovely, although I found the one under the Brooklyn Bridge to be the most organic and with the best sense of place. Here are a few photos from the morning:
This afternoon I wandered up to Chelsea Market, and was heartily disappointed by what I saw. I guess it’s a factor of the changing costs associated with the neighborhood, but what was supposed to be a great place to buy meat, fish, and vegetables directly from vendors, apparently has lost much of that character. On the bright side, it does appear they are trying to turn it into something resembling the Ferry Building in San Francisco (which I adore). This evening, Doug and I will be trying to get in to Tia Pol for dinner, about which I will blog over here tomorrow.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Fun Quiz
I'd suggest you take the driving quiz...it's quite amusing!
Monday, June 9, 2008
Fun with Tags from Other Blogs
I guess the tagging thing works like this: you are posed a list of questions, which you subsequently answer in your blog, then tag some other people. Ugh…answering questions…
Here goes nothing:
What was I doing 10 years ago?
- Exactly what I am doing right now (weird huh? It’s like I’ve come full circle):
- being unemployed
- trying to discover where I fit in in the world
- trying to motivate myself to get back in shape
- Graduating college and learning how to live in the “real world”
What are 5 things on my to-do list for today?
- Work out then go to the pool
- Cook something really yummy for dinner
- Apply to two jobs
- Try not to melt in the blistering heat
- Update my blogs
Snacks I enjoy….
- Chips & Salsa or Guacamole
- Wine (is that a snack?)
- Blueberries
- Potato Chips
Things I would do if I were a billionaire:
- Buy a little place on the beach somewhere
- Endow a charity to help fund education in rural China
- Pay off all my debts and the debts of my family
- Travel around the world doing voluntourism and learning how to cook in kitchens of wonderful people everywhere
- Move to San Francisco and open a restaurant to help at-risk teenagers learn a trade
Places I have lived:
- San Diego (the first 18 years...)
- Northfield, MN (2 addresses, 4 years)
- Minneapolis, MN (2 addresses, 3 years)
- Arlington, VA (3 addresses in the same building, 2 1/2 years)
- Washington, DC (in our first owned home, 2003 - present)
- Beijing, China (2 addresses, once in college, once at a homestay)
- Maastricht, the Netherlands (in college)
Jobs I have had:
- Office Assistant, Financial Aid Office at Carleton
- Barrista
- Cashier
- Project Analyst
- Marketing Manager
- International Trade Analyst for the US Government
- Independent Consultant
Bloggers I’m tagging for this meme…
- David, Angela & Rowan
- All About Charlotte
- Gwinn in MN
- You…since I really don’t have any other blog-friends :-)
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Save the Honeybees?
It's an ad from Haagen Dazs, which I saw for the first time on TV today. I guess by now we've all heard about hive collapse disorder (bees are disappearing at an alarming rate and no one seems to know why as of yet...). It's a little odd to think that we've reached the point where an ice cream company is making commercial to save the bees! Then I think about it some more, and I wonder how soon it will be until we have a really serious problem in our food supply due to not enough honeybees (to say nothing of the crisis right now due to food prices in the developing world).
Just some food for thought.
Oh, I'm back in DC for those who are wondering...
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Bird’s Nest in Beijing
But the highlight of the day, and really the only reason to go was to get inside the cool new national stadium, the Bird’s Nest. It really is exceptionally cool from the outside, as it is completely open in design with nothing but curved steel from ground to top.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Many Meetings…(the Opposite of Many Partings for those LOTR Fans Out There).
But the real highlight of the week has been the many meetings. I had the interview I originally flew out for on Wednesday, which went OK, but I wish I had felt better about it. Then Thursday I ended up meeting with another company downtown right off Wanfujing (the main pedestrian shopping street, relatively close to Tiananmen Square). That meeting lasted about an hour and a half, and the two people I met with seemed like very interesting people. More importantly, it appeared as if they were interested in me, and began asking me leading questions about salary expectations and timeframes. I’m not sure if they are a firm I would want to work for as of yet, but it’s nice to know you made a good impression.
I thought that would be the end of my meetings for the time here (other than buying lunch for a great guy who has helped me immensely with advice and connections here). However, the universe had different ideas. I woke up this morning thinking I’d relax, maybe go shopping, maybe go to the gym and relax after a stressful couple of days. Instead, I got another call from the originally company (from Wednesday…I am avoiding using names on purpose here, not to confuse everyone!), asking me to come back in to meet with a couple of the senior managers. There was an inkling that this might happen, as one of the senior managers couldn’t make it on Wednesday due to client meetings, but it is a good sign that I didn’t totally flub my interview, despite the lack of preparedness and jetlag.
So here I am, biding my time until 2:30pm, when I have to get back into my suit and head back downtown. Here’s hoping it goes well and they don’t throw me for a loop on their questions again!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Hmmm....Just Cottonwood Pollen?
It is odd to be back here again so soon, and it's starting to seem like old hat to have meetings, then sit and send a bunch of emails to set up more meetings. Plus, it's great to see the friends and eat the good food on a regular basis. I had my interview today, for those who are wondering, and though my jetlag wreaked havoc on my brain at the beginning (who knew they would ask me specific Chinese policy questions???), I did enjoy talking to all four of the interviewers over the course of the hour and fifteen minutes I was at the company. I have been told that they will likely make a decision by the end of the week, so this may all come together (or not) very quickly. Kind of daunting, but I guess I have been working towards this for a while.
On the "will I really live here" front, I thought I would share this lovely image of Beijing with all of you:
And no, this is not rain, nor fog, nor a result of the (massive) amount of cottonwood pollen in the air. It is what you all think ladies and gentleman...like Los Angeles on a bad day in the 1980s. It does make you wonder what the long-term effects of this kind of air will do to a person, and whether several years here will have any consequences from a health perspective. That being said, it is most definitely a priority of the government to fix this huge issue, and hopefully they have the power to do so for all our sakes...
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Inspired By A Presidential Candidate for the First Time in My Life
However, even I was amazed and impressed by his speech yesterday. There will always be those who will say this is not enough, or it was a political ploy. However, he wrote this speech by himself, and clearly spoke from his heart - a rarity in American politics. It is my hope that America is ready for a person who actually speaks in the nuance that is the reality of the world, as opposed to being overly concerned by the sound bite do or die.
I am for the first time in my life truly inspired to step beyond myself and commit to a cause on a National level. Those who know me out there know I am quite a cynic, so may be surprised to learn that I plan on going up to Pennsylvania and dedicating whatever time the Obama campaign needs to win the primary there. I am proud to support a candidate who supports a majority of my policy priorities...and who steps beyond the traditional nasty poll-driven politics and says what he thinks and believes.
I suggest everyone listen to the speech in its entirety. Though it is 40 minutes long, no speech on race issues in America should be any shorter, and I believe this one is truly a landmark in American politics.